Ugghf I start school again tmr, it isnt fun. RANT BELOW:
Basically I have to wake up at 5am and usually sleep at 11pm or 12am. This is just because im taking courses that beat the shit out of me. That isnt my biggest problem though. •
I just really miss my previous school, since everyone there had my back. Now, its full of the typical popular white kids, no diversity whatsoever. Its hard to fit it like that and its so lonely going through the struggle alone. There hasnt been a week that i havent gotten a mental breakdown from just how tough the work is. I really hope it gets better, because i dont think i can live like this.
I say this as I know there are worse things going around the world, but frustration is still frustration. I cant go on like this... •
Im passing each class with a B, which isnt bad. I see it as worse than a C or D because the teacher wont pay attention to me, they think im passing! Which i am, but I dont know the material... im just guessing and relying on bullshit answers. Not knowing the material is the most frustrating thing. Especially when youre the only one. They wont stop for one kid, i mean like who cares about just one kid anyway, right? Fucking bullshit.
#ineedhelp #ineedsomeonetotalkto #pleasehelp #idonthavetimeforthis #toughlife